Showing posts with label penn state WEPO Kati Shea. Show all posts
Showing posts with label penn state WEPO Kati Shea. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Faking Fearlessness: In Reality I’m Running Scared


I wish I could say that I was fearless and that when I entered the Atherton Hotel on the very first day of WEPO marking the start of my college career that I could have said “I know exactly what I am doing.”  But, alas, I did not.  I walked into WEPO thinking I was going to study biomedical engineering and work in either research or an industry closely related to the medical field.


Today, I find myself writing this from my temporary home in a town just outside of Steelton, Pennsylvania.  Most people have no idea that Steelton exists.  Those that are aware, know that the company by which I am currently employed is located in the town but do not realize that it is still functioning.  This is what makes ArcelorMittal, Steelton my diamond in the rough.

Of course, you are probably asking yourself “ArcelorMittal? What is that?”  For all you know, they could still be a research facility or industry location closely related to the medical field.  However, I have swayed far from that fantasy.  ArcelorMittal is a steel company.  Steelton, specifically, makes railroad rails.  I MAKE RAILROAD RAILS!  How cool is that?

Anyway…I am sharing this information because many of us walk in the doors of the Atherton thinking that everyone in the room has it all figured out and that they expect us to have it all figured out too.  Personally, I did not have it figured out until recently.  I conducted research in a Penn State lab, changed my major once, applied for different types of internships and ended up in a steel mill.  Luckily I LOVE what I am doing and as I enter my senior year, I am beginning to actually figure it all out.
With the help of my WEP family, I was able to determine that mechanical engineering was a better fit for me and now I find myself getting down and dirty in all of the grease and grime that goes along with the steel mill.  To me, this means climbing into cranes to get a better look at their moving parts and how to fix or replace them (pictured here), watching how rails are formed and shaped and various other aspects of the mill.  In the end, the fearlessness that I was faking that made it seem as though I knew exactly what I wanted when I graduated did me no good.  It is okay to be unsure of the future and to be a little bit scared.  I learned that it is for reasons like that that we have a WEP family.  I also learned that good things can come even if you do not have a certain plan.

So, I leave you with this thought: if you are unsure about where your engineering degree might take you, do not rule out the fact that you (like me) might one day be strutting your stuff in steel toed boots, green fire resistant clothing and a strudy hard hat!

Kati Shea is a senior in Mechanical Engineering. This summer she is working for ArcelorMittal. Kati is a mentor for WEPO 2012.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Don't forget your friend

Everybody has one.  It is nothing to be ashamed of.  When I first packed for college (and every trip I have taken since), I made sure to pack my best friend.  He is fuzzy, blue and purple and stuffed.  He is my stuffed dinosaur, Timmy. 

My sister (at the time, a Penn State senior) was a pro at the packing game.  “Roll your clothes.  It will give you more room to pack lots of items in a small space.  Are you really going to wear that at school? Pile those pants over there.  Give me those shirts.  Ugh, where are we going to fit your suit?!”  The things she yelled at me during the intense packing process are endless.  The one comment that sticks out the most in my mind is the one about my dinosaur, “You’re bringing that thing?”  Once all of the shirts, shorts, pants, sweatshirts and desk accessories were perfectly packed by my pro Penn Stater, the only thing left was Timmy. 

She made me think that I would be judged by this choice and that Timmy would not be accepted.  Little did she know that bringing him to college was the best decision I ever made.  What other best friend is going to listen to you cry over how much you miss your momma, weep over that ONE bad exam you had that won’t actually be the end of the world, boast about the cool interview you scored at the career fair and everything else in between?  The only friend that I found that is available 24/7 and 365 days a year is the one that I brought with me from home.  Not only is Timmy a good listener though, he also scored me some A’s and a really amazing friend.  Without Timmy, I would not have known what to write one of my English 15 papers about, what to give my first CAS 100 speech on and I would never have felt free enough to express my love of dinosaurs that brought together me and my best friend. 

So, when you start packing for college, don’t forget to bring along that stuffed animal you know that you have because you don’t know how helpful it will be until you don’t have it.  And DON’T let anyone judge you.

Kati Shea is a junior majoring in Mechanical Engineering. She is a Mentor for WEPO 2011, and has completed research through the WISER program. She is also involved in SWE, Penn State Racing and EON. Feel free to contact her at katishea29@gmail.com